Hush Hush..

Oooohh Yeah Oh Oh Oh I never needed you to be strong, I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs, I never needed pain, I never needed strain, My love for you was strong enough you should have known, I never needed you for judgements, I never needed you to question what I spend, I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me And it's a little late for conversations, There isn't anything for you to say, And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, So look at me, and listen to me.. (Because) I don't want to stay another minute, I don't want you to say a single word, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) There is no other way, I get the final say, Because.. I don't want to do this any longer, I don't want you, there's nothing left to say, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby, hush, hush. I never needed your corrections, On everything, from how I act, to what I say, I never needed words, I never needed hurts, I never needed you to be there every day, I'm sorry for the way I let go, Or everything I won't need when you came along, But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated, I know that next to you is not where I belong, And it's a little late for explanations, There isn't anything that you can do, And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, So you will listen when I say.. I don't want to stay another minute, I don't want you to say a single word, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) There is no other way, I get the final say, Because.. I don't want to do this any longer, I don't want you, there's nothing left to say, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby, hush, hush. No more words, no more lies, no more cryin', Hmm Hmmmm No more pain, no more hurt, no more tryin', Ohh Ohh Yeahhhhh! (Because) I don't want to stay another minute, I don't want you to say a single word, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) There is no other way, I get the final say, Because.. I don't want to do this any longer, I don't want you, there's nothing left to say, (Hush, hush, hush, hush) I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby, hush, hush. Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh (Hush, hush, hush, hush) I've already spoken, our love is broken, Baby..

Some times, Only GOD Knw How It Feels..

These silence is killing me inside..

For its just so hard to say it out when pipol seems dunt care..

Sumtimes i try to shout but no one hears me..

Seriously batin aku tersiksa..Aku diamkan tapi shits yg berlaku membunuh aku...

Aku tk phm apsal org dengki sgt dgn ketenangan aku...

Dan yg mengecewakan, keluarga sendiri mcm cilanat...

Org igt aku yg jahat...Padahal aku yg jahat nie yg merana org tk tau..

Kdg2 aku smp salahkan mama and papa..Kalau tk berpunca nye dari dorang,aku tk gini..

Apsal korang tinggalkan aku sorang?!!

Aku teringin rasa nikmatnye keluarga hidup ada mak bapak yg sebenar2 nye mak bapak...

Tapi aku tahu,tu sume mustahil... Tak akan terjadi semua tu...

Mungkin aku mmg ditakdirkan utk hidup menumpang dgn kegembiraan keluarga org...

Asal sey..

Kalau tk ada Fadhil, True frens.. siapa lagi yg boleh encourage aku utk hidup...

Yg beri sinaran pd kegelapan aku...

Members?..

Hmmh..Memang selalu nyer aku sedaya upaya cuba menolong bila dorang susah..

walaupun mungkin aku tk mampu utk tlg smp kasi duit beribu..

Tapi mana diaorang bila aku jatuh kegelapan...

Semua hilang...

Kenapa lah smp gini skali cubaan yg aku dapat...