Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Knowing That I Should Go..

Money, an sensitive issue among evrytyng in this blurdy expensive world ...
Need it in everytyng, even to have a relationship, wats more public toilet!
Dan mengenai isu itu lah yang aku dituduh melakukan...
Tertekan?.. yes of cos.. lagi2 bila bakal laki aku sendiri tk caye yg AKU TK BUAT!
Aper lagi yg boleh dikatakan kan..tk gitu..??
Al maklumlah, kita nie background family pun tak sempurna.. Keluarga kita bukan org baik2...
Insan yg hina lagi di pandang serong... Menangis? Yes i did..
Im disappointed, upset , LOSt, HURT!!
Aku tk dapat nk berbuat apa2... Cus aku tk berdaya... No prove to point finger..
And i dunt wanna say anytyng, cus pipol will always wunt side me..
KAU ORG LUAR FIQAH,JANGAN LAH LETAK HARAPAN ...
MEMANG TUHAN TU BERKUASA,MAHA ADIL TAPI KAU KENE INGAT, DOSA APA YG KAU LAKUKAN DAN INI MUNGKIN PEMBALASAN, ATAU MUNGKIN JUGAK SATU DUGAAN YG HARUS KAU HADAPI NUR'AFIQAH.
Aku dah tak tau aper lagi aku nk buat, aku pasti ada pihak yg tk boleh terime bahawa darah dagingnyer yg menjadi suspect aku dlm hal ini, but sorry , i have my reasons why i suspected her and much2 more relevant than ur reason for suspecting me.. And the funny part it, u suspected me when i dunt even have a stick of cigg to smoke, not even a dollar with me now..
Its only like 15cents that i have in my bag...
Satu jer harapan aku,Moga TUHAN tunjukkan la petunjuk, tunjuk kan bahawa aku tk bersalah dalam hal ini, bahawa aku tk mencuri duit yg hilang 2 kali tu..
Walaupun aku ni anak yatim yg mak bapak tak ajar, aku nie jahat,
but sorry , not stealing wise and not including other pipol in my badness.. I did almost evrytyng to myself.. Not even encouraging the others to come along..
And for you sayang,
See, when i get the strenght to leave,
You always tell me that you need me.
And im weak cause i believe you..
And im mad because i love you..
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You aint never gonna change..
See my days are cold without you
But im hurting while im with you
And though my heart cant take it no more
I keep on running back to you
Baby why you hurt me , leave me and desert me
Boy i gave you all my heart and all you do is tear it up
Looking out my window,knowing that i should go
Even when i packs my bag, this something always hold me back..

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