Sunday, November 2, 2008

Life's Like Shit...

Damn..Shit happens siak...
What the hell uh kan...Lost of words uh..Nothing left to say but to accept the shit dat happens anyway...
First tyng dat makes me feelin lil bit low is because of Adhil...
Sunyi sey dier da masok camp..
Lagi2 dis few days dier kene gi field camp so tkleh cntct..
Tu tk psal sgt lah sal nk kene biase kan jugak hidup berjauhan..
Masing2 ader hidup utk uruskan..
Tapi sunyi lah sal dier yg slalu uat aku senyum dan beri perangsang selain kak lily fam..
Tadi tngahari jumpe dier pon dier ader nasihat..
Its around 2.29pm, at playground depan rumah kakak..
Dier suruh igt kata2 dier, no matter wat shit happen i;ve gone thru,
i have to change the way ,the cycle of my life..
I woudnt want my soon generation in a way of my kid wil go thru wat i've gone thru...
Im th eone responsible on to changing the way i live..
He really touch my life uh..
Kasi semangat utk teruskan hidup walaupon susah skrg..
(Smlm dier nyanyikan aku lagu Bidadari Hatiku - b8 ..time kte jln2 pat bugis..)
K..nw stop bout dat...
2nd prob, Duit bill hospital ader yg kene bayar cash..
Its arnd 85bucks..Mmg lah tk byk tapi dgn economy aku yg nga sesak gini, mane la nk g carik tu duit sedangkan duit mkn pon tkde...harapkan utk mkn pat umah..
Astagfirullah..Berat benar bulan nie..
Hikmah lah yg aku dapat kenal Adhil yg baik and hidup dgn fam kakak..
Ader jugak selit2 kegembiraan dan ketenangan..
3rdly yg masalah yg buat aku sot sgt,
Dis fucking bitch by the name of 'Witch'..
Damn of her,pgl aku keje, kononnye permulaan gaji sikit..
K la aku tk kisah sgt la..Rezeki mana ader dtg beribu2 kan
Aku nk keje pon cari rezeki yg halal je...
Dier da perah peluh aku mcm mak dier nyer peh,
at last dier kata ngn kak lily yg dier lom tau nk amek aku keje ngn dier ke tk...
Beh kirekan slame nie keje free per..
Training pat mac pon ader gaji dok!
dAMn uh kan..

He Is Different Thats Why I Love Him..

wooots....
Feel damn happy today...
Just a wonderful saturday to spend..
Went out with him who seems special to me..
Fadhil... called by the name of Adhil..
Heehee...
He makes my day babe!!
Happy giler siak...
Its just unexplainable...
He is different dats y i love him....