Life Still Going On Much..?

Life still going on, alive.. Alhamdulilah..
Problems as much as per normal, (Mcm biasa lorh!)
Now, still finding a place, where to stay for the next one month..
Kakak coming from KL, and obviously i cant be at My aunt's place..
Not as if aku takleh sabar bila kakak cari pasal but i just cant accept when my late mum's nameis included..Tak ada org yg bisa terima kan...??
Urgh.. Tak pernah aku selesa dgn hidup merempat sana sini..
Blame it on my Father much?... Of cos damn much i blame it on him, my father...
He's partly to blame... Well, luckily God has fate me to meet some one like Fadhil,
who has been helping me all along, no matter how much i test his patience..
Hmms, Thats why i love him tho...
Hais, have to end this here, typing much wont be helping me to find a place to stay isnt it...
How i wish i could stay alive like how a normal 17years old teenage girl could be..
With Mum and Dad, Siblings, Cousins... Hais... I dont have a perfect one but i know, I wouldnt want
MY VERY OWN FAMiLY, that made up of Me, Husband and Wonderful Kids..
If god permits (Insya-ALLAH),Amin...