Just dont meant to be?..

Well, cant sleep still.. And today, my instinct was right again..
Just dunt feel ryte.. And somehow. i found out..
My presence are not welcomed and there are one's who is uncomfortable with it..
Even tho sum1 are trying to cover tyng up, but sorry..
I found out..i dont meant to.. but i did...
Hais.. going home i a while, even tho still wonders who are going to open up the door for me at this hour early in the morn..
(Da ckop baik lah kalau mak atau bapak dah bangun)
Hais.. Why does this happens when we are getting closer...
Hmms, maybe every frenship dat i had are suppose to be this way?..
This explains why i feel different when kite rapat giler..
As in when she sits close to me then sandar at me *Like a sibling*
Hmms, i dunnoe wats left to say..
whatever it is, i hope she will understand if i were to keep a distance..
Mcm biase gak, cara aku, kalau ader pihak yg tk suke, aku rela jauhkan diri perlahan - lahan..
Cus aku sedar diri aku siape.. Hais..

However, still smiling.. (Eventho might be fake)